Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Words
Words. They can be such powerful things whether they are being used or not. They can be such heavy things. Maybe one day someone will invent a scale to weigh each one. How lovely would that be for forensic science if every word spoken wrote itself on the air and then drifted on the wind like tiny dust particles. The font would have to be tiny, one would have to use a lens to make out the 'o's from the 'a's. Angry words would be sharp, when a scientist picks it up for inspection he is likely to prick himself. The heaviest of all the words are the ones arranged into bad news. To lift that off the ground requires more than one man or woman. There would also be the unspoken words, everyone pretends not to see them, but they are usually the grandest words of all, formed in italics and of modest weight. Happy words like 'baby' or 'balloon' would never hit the floor as they frolicked in the air, almost weightless as they rode the laughter surrounding them. Ah, words. Building blocks of magic, one might say.
Monday, May 30, 2011
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Saturday, April 30, 2011
An Education
"Studying is hard and boring. Teaching is hard and boring. So, what you're telling me is to be bored, and then bored, and finally bored again, but this time for the rest of my life? This whole stupid country is bored! There's no life in it, or color, or fun! It's probably just as well the Russians are going to drop a nuclear bomb on us any day now. So my choice is to do something hard and boring, or to marry my... Jew, and go to Paris and Rome and listen to jazz, and read, and eat good food in nice restaurants, and have fun! It's not enough to educate us anymore Ms. Walters. You've got to tell us why you're doing it. "-An Education
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Finally
I realize it’s been too long since I’ve written a substantial post, so blog let’s catch up:
Being that it is my last semester in college; the semester has been filled with job applications, theses, graduation details, and planning for the future. Sometimes I still can’t believe I’m graduating. I can still remember my scared and excited self at freshman orientation, completely naïve to what the years would bring. Some heartache, trials, life lessons, shared stories and laughs with friends about mistakes made the night before and our experiences and relationship with alcohol, excitement, great friends, and finally finding a part of what I believe to be my purpose. While I fill out job applications and start the process of making finalizing decisions, I can’t help but think about something. Ever since we have been in grade school, even high school, we have been encouraged to go after our dreams, with the ‘sky’s the limit’ mind-set. As college acts between a bubble from reality and the preparation for reality, I can’t help but wonder if our destiny has been lost in translation between the static of being told to be “realistic” and following our dreams. Don’t get me wrong, having a sound mind and keeping a strong dose of realism in ourselves is extremely important and necessary, it keeps our feet on the pavement. I just can’t help but wonder; to what extent should our dreams extend until they are deemed ridiculous? And aren’t crazy and genius supposed to work hand in hand and not be counteractive of one another? I suppose these are some things I will have to discover and/or figure out from here.
Being that it is my last semester in college; the semester has been filled with job applications, theses, graduation details, and planning for the future. Sometimes I still can’t believe I’m graduating. I can still remember my scared and excited self at freshman orientation, completely naïve to what the years would bring. Some heartache, trials, life lessons, shared stories and laughs with friends about mistakes made the night before and our experiences and relationship with alcohol, excitement, great friends, and finally finding a part of what I believe to be my purpose. While I fill out job applications and start the process of making finalizing decisions, I can’t help but think about something. Ever since we have been in grade school, even high school, we have been encouraged to go after our dreams, with the ‘sky’s the limit’ mind-set. As college acts between a bubble from reality and the preparation for reality, I can’t help but wonder if our destiny has been lost in translation between the static of being told to be “realistic” and following our dreams. Don’t get me wrong, having a sound mind and keeping a strong dose of realism in ourselves is extremely important and necessary, it keeps our feet on the pavement. I just can’t help but wonder; to what extent should our dreams extend until they are deemed ridiculous? And aren’t crazy and genius supposed to work hand in hand and not be counteractive of one another? I suppose these are some things I will have to discover and/or figure out from here.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Your 8-year-old Self
I found this and thought, wow! What a perfect way of summing up yourself!
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live
the
life you've imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe
will be simpler.
-Henry David Thoreau
Amelia Earhart 1934
Spain summer 2010
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Favorite
Probably one of my favorite scenes, ever.
-stacey charter"don't rely on someone else for your happiness and self worth. only you can be responsible for that. if you can't love and respect yourself - no one else will be able to make that happen. accept who you are completely; the good and the bad, and make changes as you see fit - not because you think someone else wants you to be different."
“I shook my tambourine the whole time, because it helped me remember that even though I was going through different neighborhoods, I was still me.”— Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
It's been one of those days..
It's been one of those days where I would like nothing more than to curl up in my room and read a good book or movie with a cup of coffee or hot chocolate. Buh.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
I don't want to do homework..
Finding it hard to concentrate on my homework at the moment. Just wanting to climb into my bed and fall asleep under the warm covers..But since that isn't an option at the moment, I'm settling down at my desk with my cup of coffee and Landon Pigg. All I need right now.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
"i hope someday,
somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight and that's all they do.
they don't pull away, they don't look away, they don't try to kiss you. all they
do is wrap you up in their arms and hold on tight without an ounce of
selfishness to it." – the waitress
Joe: Now, come on. You're not that drunk.
Princess Ann: [laughing] If you're
so smart I'm not drunk at all. I'm just being
[her head falls against his
chest]
Princess Ann: verrrrry haaaappy...
Monday, January 24, 2011
Where's the off button?
Blahh that's about how I've been feeling lately. I've been in a funk these past couple of days and can't completely articulate or understand why I am. Although I'm pretty sure I know what the root of what's causing it, sometimes I just wish I wasn't stemmed with strong feelings and emotions. I mean, really how do they help? And why do us girls bear the brunt of getting the greater emotional gene? Or for a more medically appropriate term, why do we produce more prolactin (works with hormones) in our mood regulation system? I mean, what's up with that?? Sometimes I think my emotions play tricks on me, distorting my perception on situations that just serve to complicate things even more. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy a nice long cry every now and then. I prefer my shower, where I can let all my tears out in the company of the man made rain shower above me. It's like a therapy to me, soothing my hurt and releasing my hormones, but not too much to where my body becomes exhausted. But these days I've been feeling a different type of emotional pain, numbness. I just want to have an ' off ' button on these feelings. I wish it were realistic. Blah.
Friday, January 21, 2011
PostSecret
Saturday, January 1, 2011
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!
New Year's Day is every man's birthday. ~Charles Lamb
The Old Year has gone. Let the dead past bury its own dead. The New Year has taken possession of the clock of time. All hail the duties and possibilities of the coming twelve months. ~Edward Payson Powell
Should old acquaintances be forgotten,
And never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintances be forgotten,
And days of long ago !
-Robert Burns-Auld Lang Syne (New Years eve song)
The Old Year has gone. Let the dead past bury its own dead. The New Year has taken possession of the clock of time. All hail the duties and possibilities of the coming twelve months. ~Edward Payson Powell
Should old acquaintances be forgotten,
And never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintances be forgotten,
And days of long ago !
-Robert Burns-Auld Lang Syne (New Years eve song)
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